It's probably worse to be a fascist who loves the fascism than a sheepish accidental "I don't really believe in any of this" fascist ... but the later is more tragic in some ways. More depressing.

Especially if it's someone I wanted to admire and respect ... once. Or god forbid myself.

And the minority who really wants this nonsense is counting on a lot of people just going along with it even though we "don't really like it much." History records actions not the contents of your heart.