@gbargoud @futurebird @farah Yeah, Banks is generally rough on his protagonists, even if it turns out kinda ok as part of a heroic transformation. I think it's partly Bank's general darkness, but also the narrative constraint of coming up with an interesting plot in what amounts to utopia. So a lot of the stuff happens at the edges, when encountering less enlightened civilizations, and shit happens. Note also that Banks never really pushes the Culture as an utopia: while the average Culture citizen does just fine for themselves, mostly, these edge interactions are always loaded with moral ambiguity. The POV in Consider Phlebas does not really help, either. Protagonists are more embedded in the Culture in the next volumes, Use of Weapons and Player of Games, which is more interesting in terms of, well, Culture (but do not expect an easy ride for the protagonists, either). I prefer the pre-Excession novels, and it gets a bit repetitive in the later volumes, but it's still my favorite SF series...